“Heart beating and racing.
Pulse strong,
fast.
Words floating in my head randomly.
People treating my life as just a retrospective,
the way I live.”
August.12.1986
Lab
Heart beating and racing.
Pulse strong,
fast.
Words floating in my head randomly.
People treating my life as just a retrospective,
the way I live.
Facing the threatening fear of
DEATH.
August.13.1986
Truck
Blood pouring from my chest,
down to my numb,
pale legs.
Crawling hands feel like they’re climbing up
my spine.
Tickles make me nauseous.
Flash back:
lhkjk! mggfusti! io!
(Don’t take my precious daughter! What are you doing! NO!)
kjdgkj!jhfsdh!
(Sorry! I can’t help it!)
kjkjsgggskg,jsgjkg! jfshsdffdk!
(What’s going on! Stop this!)
*Bleep* is all I hear,
now chattering.
Heavy woman carrying me now.
Tears roll down my cheeks heavily.
I seriously can’t take control of this.
Anonymous
August.13.1986
To Mr.Pres
The alien is caught! Can’t you believe it!
SoORrY! CANt wRiTE!
Gernemrwer BLOdb
{Same Day}
I was
craving this.
Delicious humans
this planet
brings!
*Lips
licking.*
August.14.1986
?
Escaped.
August.15.1986
Girl’s House
Saw girl.
Followed her.
Girl has dark hood.
Demonic prayers?
Beady,
crimson eyes.
Hands like claws.
Wings like thy raven.
Left dark,
mysterious trail.
Ever so
Peculiar.
The girl gave me
a dark stare.
“Curse her!” The girl mumbled into the darkness.
She snapped her cloak sharply.
Observed a book
laying on desk.
Force brought it
to her.
Calamine air filled
the room.
So very
suspenseful.
I followed her anyway.
She walked into a portal leading into a dark cave with a shrine. She took off her hood and a beam rose to the sky, making a hole in the cave and in clouds straight in the sky.
“Ugh, I can’t control this!” The demon girl exclaimed. She lit out her match with the tip of one of her fingers; if I did that, I would melt!*
She fainted.
*I’m made out of slime even though I have some normal human body functions.
The candle flew out in the peculiar shade of aeneous which transformed into a neon orange and then into pure cinerious, making the delicate candle burn into ash. I blew the now lukewarm candle and formed a flame with my slime.
August.16.1986
Slime Shack
Inside the cave, I made myself a shack,
a slime
shack.
Where I held my
insecure feelings.
Specifically
about this new
earth culture.
Suddenly,
a boy
in a dark cloak
walked up to me,
handed me a
burnt
rose.
You couldn’t tell if he was blushing under his dark cloak. You also couldn’t if I were “blushing” because I’m just formed slime. Even though I did smile awkwardly.
August.17.1986
Back at girl’s house
The girl is back at
her cave.
She put
her amulet
on.
It
unleashed
another solar
beam.
Suddenly,
she broke the amulet
in half;
in two halves.
And the boy fell
out of the middle of those two halves.
But this time,
he completely
ignored
me.
*TEAR*
August.18.1986
Still at girl’s house
Girl found me,
locked me into
a
cage.
I think I locked myself
into a metaphoric
cage.
I’m not out of this cage,
but I’m walking,
civilized.
Little bits of slime,
falling off,
in this heat.
This
heat
wave
of
metaphoric
infinites.
August.19.1986
Locked in my own heart
Out of this
metaphoric
cage.
Now I’m locked into my own
HEART.
IN IT’S DARKEST DESIRES, DEEPEST NEEDS, PLAIN ME, MY LIFE
HOODED UP IN A DOME.
THE DOME.
zzzzzzzz
THE DATE DOESN’T MATTER AT ALL
IN INFINITES WE LIVE
IN THE DOME
DARKNESS FROLICING IN THIS DOME
MY DOME
IT’S NOT LIKE ME
AT ALL
I SEE THE BOY
IN A CAGE IN MY HEART
I LOCK HIM OUT
HE PLANTS
A KISS
ON ME
I KNOW
IT’S
NOT
ACTUALLY HIM,
IT’S
IN
MY
SLIMEHEART
RIGHT NOW
I DON’T CARE.
HE HANDS ME THE SAME
AMULET THAT
THE
DEMON
GIRL
HAD
IT’S
THE
EXACT
REPLICA.
INSIDE,
THERE’S A
SWORD
WITH
A
SUPERSHARP
BLADE.
I LIFT IT OUT AND
KILL
MY
HEART.
A
GIRL
POPS
OUT
ME.
I’m not me.
blonde,
frizzy
hair
beady
blue
eyes
rosey
shirt
I’ve
been
brainwashed
for
all
these
years.
END.
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